A fascinating discourse on counterfeit enlightenment. The temporarily artificial induced quasi-spiritual epiphany - how to transcend the role played by substance/person of addiction in one's life and become the real spirit in matter here and now. Trusting the heart, letting go the need to mentally understand and acknowledging how time and energy consuming it is to try and work it out this way. Recognising the difference between imagination and realness, there are no absolutes - there is experience and joy through the act of courageously going to deeper and deeper levels of one's essence.